Warm Fuzzies – Two Posts in ONE DAY?!

 

This is why I delete my blog. I take out my frustrations in writing. I express myself and then I go back and have immediate regret for having said anything at all. Why you complain so much, Kris?

This is also probably why people don’t check in on me much – because I am holding it together SO well. Kris is always SO funny. She sees the best in people and things. She is so positive.

Can you tell I am dripping with sarcasm? Sarcasm is my love language. As my daughter would say, it’s how I hug. Not really. I like REAL HUGS. My days are severely lacking in real hugs. Grr. The real point of this “explanation” is that my last two posts have been super negative. It felt good to get it out but it doesn’t feel good to go back and read it. Do I really want that out there? No. But this is part of my “self awareness”… I’m just going to leave it all there. I won’t invalidate the raw by glossing over it with my excuses (lack of sleep, hugs and the basic human need for intimacy).

I AM actually a funny person. I enjoy a good time. I also think I’m just really REALLY bored.